As the year comes to the end I would just like to say...
SCREW YOU 2010!! you've disappointed me, hurt me, drug me over the coals several times, turned me upside down and shook everything out of me. I have nothing left to give yet you keep coming back for more you little asshole! Why? I haven't done anything wrong. I've given back more this year than I ever have before. Yet to you it still seems appropriate to hurt me further. Shove the knife a little further into my heart. I'm let down, disappointed and on the verge of giving up all hope!
THIS IS NOT HOW A NEW YEAR SHOULD START!! BUT here I sit. Crying, again. I have nothing to hold onto except my faith. And I know that should be enough but it just isn't. How can one stay so strong when everything keeps coming down down down around them?? I know, life isn't fair. blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda but DAMNIT I want to feel appreciated. I want to feel like I belong somewhere. I want to feel like I am in control of my life! I'm spinning out of control and this ride has got to end somewhere. I keep thinking that I'll wake up one day and it'll be ok. But so far that hasn't happened in the past three years.
What's next??
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